Last Person That:
Slept in your bed besides you? Nobody else sleeps in my bed.
Saw you cry?: Mama. We cried together.
You went to the movies with? Suzie and Steph. Fucking HTTYD2.
You went out to dinner with? My parents and siblings.
You talked on the phone to? Mama.
Made you laugh? Probably one of my siblings.
Would You Rather:
Pierce your nose or your tongue? Ewww neither.
Be serious or be funny? Depends.
Drink whole or skimmed milk? Skim.
Die in a fire or drowning? Drown.
Spend time with your parent(s) or enemies? My parents.
Simple or complicated? Mostly simple.
Straight, gay or bisexual? Straight.
Tall or short? Short.
Right handed or left handed? Right.
A lover of music or a lover of books? If I had to pick just one, books.
Do You Prefer?:
Flowers or sweets? Sweets.
Grey or black? Gah… Black.
Colour photos or black-and-white photos? Depends on the subject of the photos.
Sunrise or sunset? Sunrise.
M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms.
Staying up late or waking up early? Depends on my plans.
Sun or moon? Hmm… Moon.
Winter or Autumn? Autumn.
10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? 2 Besties.
Rainy or sunny? Rainy.
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Vanilla.
Vodka or Jack? Vodka.
What time is it? 11:15 PM
Name? Amy Elise.
Nicknames? Ami/Ame (only by my family), Bestie, Ugly.
When is your birthday? 1/16/92
What do you want? alksdjfalsjdflasj
How many kids do you want? 3-5
What would you name a girl?: Annalise Lynne.
What would you name a boy? Leo or Eliot. Not exactly sure.
You want to get married? Eventually, but nobody’s going to want to marry me.
What kind of music do you like? Anything I’m in the mood for.
Nervous habits? I chew my fingers, bite my cheeks, my leg shakes like it’s the epicenter of an earthquake, and I play with my hair.
Are you double-jointed? Not really.
Can you roll your tongue? Yes.
Can you raise one eyebrow? Nah.
Can you cross your eyes? Yeah, but it hurts my head.
Which shoe goes on first? Whichever one I grab first.
Ever thrown something at someone? Loads of time.
On average, how much money do you carry with you? Between $1-$15.
What jewelry do you wear? My claddagh, my HOPE ring, my cartilage stud, some bracelets depending on my mood, earrings, and a necklace.
Do you twirl or cut spaghetti? Twirl.
Have you ever eaten Spam? Ew no.
How many kinds of cereal are in your cupboard? Currently, probably 2.
Can you cook? I’m basically the only one who cooks anymore in my house.
Alcoholic beverage? A rum and Wild Cherry Pepsi.
Car ride? When I went to get dinner last night.
Song played? "Come to California" by Ron Pope.
Person you saw? Daddy.
Time you cried? Friday.
Fight? This evening.
It’s 4 in the fucking morning and I still can’t sleep. I’m exhausted but I just can’t fall asleep. And no matter what I do, I can’t stop thinking about him. My mind always drifts back to him. I’ve done everything I could think of, but nothing seems to be working. I’m totally wiped, but my body refuses to sleep. Nothing I do works. Oh, God I’m sick of sleeping alone.
I feel like Doctor Who is being really misleading. The trailer/promo makes it look like Twelve is going to be really dark yet the filming photos say something entirely different:
Beware of the spoon
The Doctor forgot how to hug
Yes very dark, very scary.
That last one though
Man, too bad it isn’t bigger on the outside, too.
- thinking about a friend from high school: I miss her. She was dumb, but I miss her.
"If you compare the number of people he’s killed versus those he’s saved, he’s killed more!"
Holy shit what have I even gotten myself in to?!
I feel so old. My little cousin Ben is turning 16 today. He’s not so little anymore; he’s taller than his father and grandfather. I remember when he was born; I was in freaking kindergarten. And now he’s all grown up. I’m going to go cry, because all my little cousins aren’t little anymore.
At first, I’m pretty chill:
But then he brings up the source of drama this past semester:
So I try to distract him:
Which works, and he stops and leaves me alone for a few minutes:
But then MY OTHER friend messages me:
And then the first friend starts freaking out over the same shit:
And finally, they both decide to message me at the same time about completely different things that I’m not all that interested in:
And then finally I managed to drive them away:
And this concludes the slow decline in my mental state today.